FGF

Hello DD, how have you been? Today I am going to tell you about the feel good factor. This is what I am feeling lately. I am up on cloud no. 9 & perhaps the FGF has been the reason I am so happy even when prospects are not that bright. One reason for that maybe I finally know with whom my dear old heart lies... and guess what, the answer is not 'him'....I hate that shitface. I am so happy, I cannot express it in words.

I have known how it is to fall in love, but rising in love is altogether a greater and more beautiful experience. No, wait! I can do better than that. For once, you get back your self-respect. To quote from a movie, 'Seducing Mr. Perfect', you need to have self-respect to win one's love & love is not all giving, but also receiving. Love is not manipulating emotions, neither is it giving up on your private needs for someone's sake-it is mutual compromise-unsaid giving in-a perfect symbiosis & intertwining smoothly in one another's life.

No, if I say I've found someone new to love, I would be wrong. It's just that I've begun to love myself more deeply-it is sort of crazy, mind-boggling.......a state what a soprano can elevate you to-I just love to KNOW that I LOVE ME, more than I want to hear from anyone else, not even my friends or teachers or mentors. It is also a kind of feeling I get when mum loves me very much. It's when MY OWN make ME FEEL SPECIAL, not someone else, not NO-FAMILY. I FEEL SPECIAL!!!